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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating

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I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming?
— Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close

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Sunday, April 10, 2011

Having mix feeling for someone. Trying hard but just can't get you out of my mind. That's why I don't want to see you everyday and make myself so miserable. For once, I thought I can totally put down my feeling for you but from one incident prove me something, I'm deceiving myself. When I heard something bad happened to you, I immediately rush there just to see whether you are fine or not without thinking how much I'm afraid of water. From that moment, I'm having a mix feeling and I told myself to calm down and not to think so much because we are impossible. Give me some time to let me get over you and happily carry on my life with my boyfriend.

Baby, I'm sorry. I just want to rant out my feeling on somewhere. If you read this, you know I'm referring to someone you know. I know it's very unfair to you because you really treat me very good and I always take things from granted. I really thought I no longer have feeling for him but I was wrong. I'm very sorry for that but I just can't control my own feeling. If I can choose, I rather not to know him from the start. Don't blame him, it's not his fault totally. I promise you sooner or later I will get him out of my mind, what you need to do is to give me time ok ? Love you !
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay